You have to plow through a lot of self-illustration and self-elevation and fucking snooty turns of phrase, dissing the snot out of "defectives" who are defective enough to be happy Obama supporters, to get to the part where he uses this incendiary term to get you to click a link to a ridiculously long Obama-bashing disquisition by this same relentlessly self-aggrandizing CANADIAN imposture of an American "patriot".
As you well know, I am not big on Obama, and I hold against him many of the identical complaints. As you also know, I think you are a piece of shit if you risked putting McCain/Palin in the White House by not voting for Obama. Maybe that's just me taking my outrage about being unable to vote for my beloved Cynthia McKinney out on you, but I like to think it's based on more than that. I swear, I've almost dumped my computer out the window a few times lately because of the weak-mindedness of some of the most famous leftists we have on some of the most vital issues of our day. What these masturbatory "leftist intellectual" [or leftist-intellectual-wannabe] fucks won't ever cede is that IN REALITY, once the nominees are picked, since it has been shown that political races are stolen unless the public outvotes the voter suppression and machine rigging, not voting for the lesser of two evils is nothing whatever other than risking the greater-of-two-evils' election. Of course, he can't cede that, and neither can most of the others in whose company he strives to be. Very few of them can, because that would mean they'd have to take a break from their obsessive onanism while we all went out and did the best we could for our fellows on election day. His and their idealism is worth less than zero if not used in and on the world. If positive intent is not made manifest, even so much as to put your mark next to the name of someone you know will at least do less harm, even if it offends your pristine sensibility to have to do it, it ceases to qualify as positive intent. It goes back on the garbage heap with the rest of your vanity.
These guys, "red diaper babies" and their imitators, squeal to me about their resentment of the death grip the Democrats and the Republicans have on us, but ALL they ever do about it is jack off, using the major candidates as rags, and then, once someone is s/elected, they jack off with the winner as their rag thereafter. They are never out there trying to make the other parties viable the rest of the time, or trying to improve the major parties either, just hanging at their desks blathering about what's true and what's real, and staying allergic to what works. Every election they start back in with the justification for their support for completely hopeless candidates, going on about how voting for them is how to make them viable when voting for them is really nothing other than pissing on their suffering fellows. Pure crap. It would be a good excuse if it had EVER, in all the decades it's been in use, actually worked. So it's long since shown itself to be pure crap. This cycle has been continuing for longer than I have been alive, and it has not evolved one micrometer. In fact, possibly, with use of terms like "rich white nigger" to refer to Obama, it seems it has devolved.
The bottomlessly narcissistic CANADIAN who wrote this piece about all you defectives out there to any of us who could manage to keep our eyeprints on this essay to its smutty conclusion needs a trip to the wood shed.
Here, redacted and put into layman's terms, are some features of malignant narcissism:
~Tends to be critical of others
~Tends to be angry or hostile, often unconsciously
~Tends to hold grudges; may dwell on insults or slights for long periods
~Tends to get into power struggles with authority figures
~Tends to react to criticism with feelings of rage or humiliation
~Tends to blame others or external factors for own failures or shortcomings
~Tends to see own unacceptable feelings or impulses in other people instead of in him/herself
~Manages to elicit in others feelings similar to those he or she is experiencing
~Tends to be oppositional, contrary or quick to disagree
~Sees things as black or white, all good or all bad
~Tends to be controlling
~Takes advantage of others
~Draws pleasure or self-esteem from being, or being seen as, ‘bad’ or ‘tough’
~Is quick to assume that others wish to harm or take advantage of him/her
~Tends to be arrogant, haughty or dismissive
~Tends to be competitive with others
~Tends to seek power or influence with peers
~Seeks to dominate an important other
~Tends to feel misunderstood, mistreated or victimized
~Has an exaggerated sense of self-importance
~Tries to manipulate others' emotions to get what s/he wants
~Expects preferential treatment
~Has difficulty responding to others' needs and feelings unless they coincide with his/her own
~Tends to elicit extreme reactions or stir up strong feelings in others
~Appears to experience no remorse for harm or injury caused to others
~Tends to be deceitful; tends to lie or mislead
Some pertinent snippets from various places:
~Narcissistic personality disorder is a condition characterized by an inflated sense of self-importance, need for admiration, extreme self-involvement, and lack of empathy for others. Individuals with this disorder are usually arrogantly self-assured and confident. They expect to be noticed as superior. Many highly successful individuals might be considered narcissistic. However, this disorder is only diagnosed when these behaviors become persistent and very disabling or distressing.
~I didn't know another human being could be so cruel, manipulative, deceptive and twist reality so much and just walk away like nothing ever happened. It has left me questioning myself, who I am as a person, fundamental laws of reality and life itself.
~I mourn the loss of what could have been and what should have been and the realization that he will never be any different. It's quite shocking to realize you wasted a whole year of love and time and money on someone who never really cared about you because they can't. It hurts!
~I lived a decade with an N. Anything he did was only done if he reaped some recognition/attention reward for his own popularity with our friends. Behind closed doors the craziness continued until I thought I was going to lose my mind. He would twist and turn my words, his logic made no sense but that never stopped him. My point is some people are culls, don't bother trying to change them, don't change yourself to suit them. If you're in a relatioinship with one. GET OUT -- RUN HARD RUN FAST and never look back because that face you once cared for is only a farce, its a ploy to keep you as a plaything.
~When I read his emails they made me melt. He was articulate and well versed, something I loved in a man. To make a long story short, for many months life was bliss. He was a gentleman, appeared to be responsible, kind and very generous. I wanted a responsible man, a man who did not lie, a man who can talk AND listen to a woman. I wanted a man who had a conscience, was REAL. I thought I saw this in him. Then it started....
~Eventually, you will come to the painful realization that you were nothing more than an instrument of their self-gratification, then we're as easily discarded as a piece of gum that's lost its flavor.
~You are dealing with a totally delusional human being, who builds his own fantasies about his reality and believes his own pathological lies. How can you possibly hope to have a healthy relationship with someone who bases his whole existence on deceit? IMPOSSIBLE! And don't kid yourself - They know exactly what they are doing - They prey, victimize, and devastate.
~My counselor said he was a psychopath and would not change. She said men like him keep her in work because of women like me.
That's who's keeping a watch on the "defectives", okay? That's who has quite obviously bubkes in the way of understanding of or empathy for the joy and emotional roller-coaster for American blacks right now, for everyone in the whole world who still believes the poppycock they've been fed about this shining city on a hill and can't help but have hoped beyond hope that * was just a filthy aberration, for so much as a tenth of our love for Martin.... No. His understanding and feigned empathy is reserved for people and things he thinks he can use to put himself in a good light.
And for all of us who do take a dim view of some of Obama's votes and appointments and campaign rhetoric but don't stand a chance in another Republican administration, we can just suck eggs... while begging in the street. He's got attention to draw to himself, bottomless energy to hold forth on everything he thinks makes him the very cleverest of Canadians, and we, and the millions out there who may now be spared at least some of the worst, are just "cute" little "defectives" hoping a "rich white nigger" will improve anything, very simply don't count.
I kick myself for wasting very nearly a year of my life, ignoring loud warning bells through the fog of a benighted desire to work well with him, be his friend, help him reach the kind of people who could use his clarity. I really thought we could put together something surpassingly positive in the midst of this apocalyptic mess. He truly is extremely talented at explaining complicated things to people too busy to do the research, people too heedless to know to do the research, and just plain neophytes. I value that very highly. The world should value that very highly. But, in truth, it is worth less than zero when the bearer of such a talent won't use it for anything more worthy than a mirror in which to admire himself... at our expense.
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