23 January 2009

i do NOT have lupus, but i'm a shithead anyway

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I am home safely and do not feel deathly ill yet because I just got here. Skin biopsy and blood tests all no-way-Jose for lupus, and that is excellent, but leaves us vexed, of course. Nuking me with a strange antibiotic for a rare skin disease now, and blasting me with supplements of every ilk. I expect this to be the frickin' end of it! Goddammit!

It seems I all unknowingly offended the living snot out of a new friend who was in a killing state of grief, and she is understandably livid with me. If I'd known, and I guess I should have, that she was in such a state, it wouldn't have happened. I've tried to explain my temporary incogitance, and so ergo temporary ignorance, and maybe some day she will see that it was just a case of seriously suckish timing, but, damn, that really, really, sucks anyway. At least I hope she sees that there was no intent to cause offense. Be that as it may, while I am certain it was only a mistake of timing, I'm officially a shithead for right now.

Sheesh. Spaz on Tuesday, Shithead on Friday....

I have to run off to the store before I go soak my head in a bucket of ice cubes.

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