14 September 2009

alaskan pole dancing

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I'm back home now for a while. Have been in a nearly unremitting state of grief for two weeks. Tear ducts getting one hell of a workout. Contact lenses floating at all times. The nuances are so sad that it would make you start crying too. Due to circumstances beyond my control, I had to bug out from my parents' place for a time, and I ordered Dad something I know he'll love, which should be in his hands right now, and left last night.

The rain coming down as I drove the five hours home didn't even faze me because I couldn't tell it from my tears.

But my friend, Bluebear2 forwarded me a little video like this one in the middle of it, and I got to crack a smile for a moment. Thank you, BB2, thank you.

xoxoxox

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