[click image, audio, hour and a half]I mean, we need a little more variety, a little distraction around here.
Things are going very badly for my father and I am having a hell of a time trying to get this to turn out a little better. It requires some coöperation, and I'm not getting that. I'm getting the brick wall of my mother's determination again, and, well, this is just no time for that. So things are really, really, really unfun right now.
I may be going back home for a little while next week, but don't know anything for sure.
I know I've been running into way too many killing travesties of ingratitude and the inability to see deeply enough into extremely dire stuff, and it creeps up on me that maybe the apocalypse would be the mercy of the cosmos... leave us bombed back into the stone age... give us... maybe... another run at it.
It probably sounds arrogant to you that I would mention this, but, pfeh, watching what supposedly intelligent people are making of everything in the world is just appalling. I'm nobody and I could do better than any of this.
No really. I've known jackasses with fancy degrees before. I know it happens. But somehow it's still shocking to me.
I'm really telling you that even the most intelligent people are making some of the stupidest mistakes imaginable, and each seems to be convinced it's cogent stuff they're cranking out. Whoa. I don't know sometimes if this problem with balance I have at odd moments isn't just all my blood vessels constricting from transcendental mortification... making me lurch and weave a bit when I try to get from the front room to the back patio....
A cruelty I can barely wrap my head around is going on right here in my own family, and out there... out there, oh, out there, how much worse even than this is it? Plenty. Plenty. Plenty. The viciousness of deluded creatures just blows my mind.
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