22 June 2010

it's fucking gay

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I can feel the desperate remorse and helpless grief of making it finally to wisdom too late. It is only ours to turn this into flourishing health and unbreakable integrity and we do not. By the time we understand the full consequence of our evasions in youth we are too old to exert the force to turn it around. My ancestors were not so ignorant and cannibalistic as to revile the aged as we do. You have no idea how long it took me to find an image of an old woman that wasn't either the odious and oozingly despicable imposture of Boomers exalting our vitality, our preternatural youthfulness, for the quatrillionth time, or a pure and blatant portraiture of hatred and fear itself, projected onto the features of beauty too recondite for cavemen, for Western "civilization", showing not the ugliness of the subject but the filthiness of the observer.

I'd thought the painters would be kinder than the photographers, but I was wrong... found myself grabbing pieces to doodle up into something less damning—less terrified, less vicious with the kind of energy only achieved by the terrified—very, very busy today, trying to make a little universe of not hateful imagery... holding up a cross and shaking garlands of garlic at sentient beings.

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THIS WOULD'VE BEEN UNTHINKABLE TO ANYONE NOT LONG AGO.

Nowadays, it just seems, well, pragmatic.

Barking mad. We've gone barking mad.

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2 comments:

  1. THIS WOULD'VE BEEN UNTHINKABLE TO ANYONE NOT LONG AGO.

    Compare that to this:

    Supremes make it a crime to promote peace

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  2. Which of our "liberal" fascists joined with the "conservative" ones?

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