are you experiencing this? can you?

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Do you think you're spending too much time indoors?

I know all these alternative types, these space lizard researchers, New Agers sort of feed off each other and so so that can account for so many of them hopping up and down about the same thing, but truly, I'm far enough along in my doctoral work to put it to you to check. Is your love, your vitality trying to emerge from this horrific oppression, this ceaselessly demoralizing news that has not given us a break in at least a decade?

Last night I was listening to an Ian Lungold, rest in peace, lecture from a few years ago. It was good to hear because he really did manage to convey the hem of a better perspective, albeit when he got to the what's going to happen and when we can expect it, well, the whens he gave out don't seem to comport with what we now know happened, BUT, truly now, our media keeps EVERYTHING from us and ONLY feeds us what the losers in this revolution want to put out for the EXPRESS purpose of keeping us down, so... I want you to help me investigate this, and to tell me if you feel anything like what Icke is talking about in the video.

Forget what you think of him. Forget even what you think of how he describes how it might be happening. Just listen to it so you can report on if you feel, or think you might feel anything akin to what he's talking about. I know I'm dealing with a pack of professional depressives, but even ignore that, please, for at least a moment, to let me know if you feel even a remote spark for connection with your fellows, for positive manifestation, for just getting with your neighbors and lifting out of this hole. Lungold was talking about exactly the same thing Icke is here, only in different terms.

Lungold also mentioned this thing called NESARA, National Economic Security and Recovery [or Reformation] Act, occasioned by the finding that certain agencies, IRS foremost among them, were committing treason, and he insisted this Act had been passed in Congress, and signed into law, but not implemented. He said it was to take effect on 11 September 2001. THIS was all I could find that would seem to partially confirm that; Wikipedia, predictably, places it squarely in the cultic nutcase zone; and in truth it doesn't sound much like Congress or THAT president to have done any such a thing... but Lundgold was emphatic and said it had been passed a number of times.... What little I found seems to show it was extant in some form at least.

I mention this, BECAUSE IT SOUNDS LIKE THE AMERICA I WAS BORN IN, sounds like something sane people of good will would legislate. So, I guess, whether or not this NESARA thing was ever real, do you feel anywhere in your psyche even a twinkling of an energy that bids you move this way?

I'm not talkin' "hope". None o' dat hopey changey shit. I'm talkin' a real spark, no matter how faint. In fact, it might be so faint you haven't noticed it yet. You might need to have read this and then have a good look around inside.

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Oh, don't be so stodgy! Get over yourself! Not a peep in eight hours? Maybe this will help... I wouldn't think so, because I think Kaku is a sellout who says pretty much what they want him to say, but maybe it will "resonate" with you, put this way.

Are you so damn externally-driven or too damn internally-neurotic to have part of even a thought on the matter?

How uncharitable is it to just sit back, make a judgment, not look past what you already think, or not look through what you already think to make some sort of genuine response? You know, it's getting more and more that we will be having to confirm stuff with each other, having precious few or no one else on whom to test drive our discernments and ideas. That's part of why fascism is such a drag.

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One truly positive sign I can report is that a whole bunch of people in CRESCENT CITY—famed for its humorless population—were smiling at me today. This is a frickin' first. I've lived up here for five years and I've only seen a couple of people there feign half a smile in all that time. At the Post Office I finally yelled out, "Hey, how come so many people in Crescent City are smiling today?"

A little old man said, "I smiled at you because you were talking to yourself."

Pfeh. I always do that.

A lady getting in her car had been smiling and then started giggling. And a bunch of other people in town had been perky as heck too. Of course, at the eye clinic, all the patients were somber as heck, but then when yer staring vision problems in the face, yer mood is usually not so chipper.

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Or, HERE, try this one.

And don't forget THIS ONE....

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HERE.... This guy's talking about the same thing, but on a more mundane scale. I just want to know if you guys are feeling the power for this action, even if faintly, even if through a glass darkly... a flicker in yer inner cosmos that feels free of this stultifying mental atmosphere of doom, of helplessness, of give-up-give-up-give-up, of just fuck off and die.

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love, 99
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