09 October 2010

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I started out the week behind everyone by a day and then in the middle of it I over corrected. TODAY is the 9th. It's John's birthday. I want him back. I saw him on the street with Yoko that day. Two quick flashes from behind. Stopped me in my tracks. I was bringing lemonade to a couple of young men who had helped me fend off some extremely unwanted attention. They were in the back yard. I was coming from the kitchen of my house in California, and through the living room with a glass of cold lemonade in each hand. Two very fast flashes. On the street by the Dakota. Almost spilled the lemonade. This would have been when they left for the studio... when his killer was on the street. Later, my roommate's girlfriend called with the news. As he was picking up the phone a blackbird crashed through the ceiling and I was looking for it on the floor when the gasps started. I was disoriented for a moment because a blackbird just crashed through the ceiling and there was no hole and no bird on the floor.

A couple days later, at a ski resort, he got into the back seat of my Bentley with me, said Yoko was fine.

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love, 99
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12 comments:

  1. LOL - you had me all confused - I wasn't sure of the date of his birthday so I was wondering why his birthday was yesterday, but the tower lighting was today!

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  2. Listening to the Coast show

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  3. Well this is kind of lame...
    I expected a live feed, maybe even a feed of the concert. So far just a static picture that updates at 3 minute intervals!

    Disappointed...

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  4. There we go!

    Still wish there was some live feed!

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  5. I don't want to watch. I was glad to see Ringo at the first one, but it was too lame. I never have said what he said to me in that Bentley, and have always tried to just let Yoko have her Lennon's Widow thing, and I am very glad she did the Peace Tower, but her self-promotion goes on. She sent me a bunch of emails about gigs she was doing with Sean these past couple years. It isn't exactly a land-of-the-living vs. immortalized-in-death thing, or that I think she ought to shrivel up and not have her life anymore: it's a split between spirit and commerce, between enlightenment and delusion, between actual freedom and lost-in-the-consensus.... It hurts me.

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  6. Nothing to watch really - just a photo and a youtube video.

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  7. Oh, the YouTube was giving you trouble?

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  8. It's hard celebrating John's birthday when my dad passed away on it two years ago.

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  9. One of the pitfalls of the human thing with anniversaries, for sure. :o[

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  10. Oh, the YouTube was giving you trouble?

    No - there was no video of the lighting, just static pictures from a webcam that refreshed every three minutes.

    The Youtube was an introduction by Yoko followed by some of John's music. I work fine, but I never finished watching it.

    By going to the webcam site I found a whole archive of photos of the tower. I replaced the photo at the Lair with a new cool one.

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  11. I think I have become so angry about Yoko using John to get publicity for her Ono Plastic Band thing and so angry at her resizing my browser window on her site that I've lost interest in her thing completely. Since the peace tower is [1] about peace; and [2] at least partially John's idea, I love THAT and just want to picture it in my head.

    I think they should just leave it on. There is unlimited clean power in Iceland and even when it's light around the clock in the summer, they could just put color filters on the lamps or even not bother, let us just know it's there.

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