i'm neglecting my doctorate in out there

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I love listening to these alternative historians. Even if I can't hang with some of the symbolism stuff they come up with, some of their well-educated speculation, they are just loaded down with facts you NEVER see in the mainstream, stuff completely inaccessible to anyone but those who will REALLY give their lives to digging for the truth. I'm only a couple of vids into the playlist just now and already he's said a couple things that gave me some STRONG ah-ha hits. Einstein once said that truth makes music, and that rang like perfect truth to me when I first read it. Ever since, I have been ultra-alert to the kind of music new bits of information or insight make. It's a great gauge of what has merit. One still should check to be sure it isn't one's conditioning making stuff sound right, but after some practice, and with the baseline conviction not to fall for the programming, this stuff begins to get one somewhere beside lost in a cramped little dark, dark, pitch dark box.

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Doggedly, I slog through the whole thing, but I think the very best bits came right at the start. Most of the rest of it is just so full of really not very compelling speculation. I mean, they stick to the general script, the broad overview of what the true landscape HAS to look like, but sheesh, what I go through to become conversant enough with this stuff sometimes makes me doubt the value of so much work. Maybe it was just the subcommittee crap from earlier but I'm having a very hard time keeping my attention on this sort of superficially interesting blather.

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love, 99
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